Am home and tired after a day at the water park. What an extraordinary place a water park is. So much water. So much sun. So many diverse people in various states of undress. I went on one particular ride and ended up with a great deal of water up my nose.
Annika and XRLQ have been blogging today about this Planned Parenthood t-shirt (Candace noted it in the comments below.)
The shirt's logo is simple: "I Had an Abortion." The language at PPFA's site describing the shirt:
Planned Parenthood is proud to offer yet another t-shirt in our new social fashion line: "I Had an Abortion" fitted T-shirts are now available. These soft and comfortable fitted tees assert a powerful message in support of women's rights.
Though my view of the t-shirt is not all that different from Annika's or XRLQ's, I'm going to try and take this in a different direction. And, for the record, let me reassert my reasonably solid pro-life bona fides. (I'm a monthly sustaining contributor to Feminists for Life).
It was about 1997 or 1998 when I began to see the most remarkable slogans showing up on the fitted t-shirts of my female students: "Porn Star". "Juicy." "Real American Bitch." "I Just Slept with your Boyfriend" (I've seen gay men where these too, but I see 'em more often on women; I've seen other verbs besides "slept" as well.) "Too Hot to Handle". "You Know you Wanna Touch." There are probably others (you can mention them in the comments section) but those have lingered in my memory. I associate all this with the banal and infuriating "girl power" movement; largely a creation of advertisers, it sold young women a message of empowerment through shock and sexuality. Adolescents love to upset adults; this adult initially found it difficult to know how to deal with female students whose t-shirts read "You Know you Wanna Touch". (I do a splendid job of affecting blindness in such situations nowadays.)
What I disliked about these shirts was not so much their brazenness as their rank commercialism. Nothing genuinely radical, edgy, or dangerous is sold at Abercrombie and Fitch or Urban Outfitters (two known sources of said shirts; no doubt, there are others.) Newsflash, kiddies: The fact that it horrifies your parents doesn't make it any less a product of the very same corporate America in which your parents are investing. What these places sell is the cleverly marketed opportunity to outrage the older generation while simultaneously offering a superficially feminist message. The message is "Only a bold, strong, brave young woman who doesn't care about conforming to stereotypes would wear a shirt like this. Thus if you wear this shirt, you bear witness to your fiery, indominatable, wild grrl soul." Please. What you bear witness to, darlin', is nothing more than your own socially constructed insecurity, and any sensible person over 25 is abundantly aware of that.
I write all this because this all came to mind the moment I saw this Planned Parenthood shirt. On one level, giving PPFA the benefit of the doubt, the shirt makes sense. A truly effective pro-choice strategy involves breaking the link between guilt and shame on one hand and one's own abortion on the other. Just as the t-shirts I refer to above advertise the wearer's sexual confidence, so too does this shirt advertise the wearer's refusal to feel remorse for what, after all, was an important and empowering choice. (Perhaps I shall start to see the "I Just Slept with Your Boyfriend" shirts in the autumn semester, and then the "I Had an Abortion" shirts in the spring. The wearer could thus keep us all updated, and, helpfully, indicate the all-too-frequent consequence of out-of-wedlock sex.) Planned Parenthood is borrowing from the cynical strategies of good corporate citizens like Abercrombie and Fitch. Just as A&F and other t-shirt manufacturers used an image of bold sexual assertiveness to market clothes, so Planned Parenthood is using a message of unrepentant, unremorseful pride in abortion both to market t-shirts and to trivialize the emotional consequences of terminating an unwanted pregnancy. If the stigma of abortion can be removed, than the pro-choice movement can win a major battle.
As I write this, I am imagining every woman in America who ever had an abortion wearing the shirt on the same day. I am sure Planned Parenthood would love that, hoping that it would send a powerful message about the absolute necessity of defending women's access to that particular procedure. I'd like to go further, and have other t-shirts printed up for my sex: "I got a woman pregnant, and refused to marry her. She had an abortion." Or: "I told her I'd pull out in time. She just had an abortion." What grim fun we could have thinking up still more slogans. By the time we had put t-shirts on every man and woman and teen in this country to whom they could apply, we'd have an awful lot of folks dressed in soft and comfortable fitted tees. But knowing who has had an abortion, and who has been responsible for one, doesn't change the basic truth of what abortion is.
In Las Vegas on Sunday, while leaving our hotel, I saw a pretty girl of about 15 standing with her parents. She had on a brand-new hot pink tight t-shirt. It read "Real American Bad Girl." She was looking around the way young teenagers will, trying to affect a sophisticated world-weariness while obviously eager to see who was looking at her. Her outfit proclaimed: I'm hot and bold and devil-may-care. Her stance proclaimed: I just want some attention, please look at me, please like me, please tell me I'm okay. I knew better than to believe the words emblazoned across her chest.
When I see girls like that wearing these shirts with overtly sexual messages, I know damn well that the vast majority of them don't want random sex; they want validation. And when, some day soon, I see a woman on the street with the new Planned Parenthood t-shirt, I will be absolutely certain down to the core of my being that she too, regardless of her age, is looking for validation that her choice was okay. But that validation is not mine to give.
All of these posts about Amy Richards here and elsewhere have humbled me. I've been reminded, yet again, of how different this issue of abortion is from all other issues. Nothing else, not even same-sex marriage, inflames passions and exposes divisions like this one. Add in a hotly contended political season like this one, and it becomes difficult not to give into blustering self-righteousness. In 1992, I walked precincts for NARAL (National Abortion Rights Action League) on behalf of Bill Clinton and Barbara Boxer. The folks I walked with were good, loving, kind people who had thought long and hard about the abortion issue. In more recent years, I've met with and walked with folks from a variety of pro-life groups. Though there were many social and religious differences between the two groups, the sincerity and decency of both sides was very, very clear to me. In this week of the Democratic convention, as we come closer and closer to this pivotal election, and as we write about some fairly emotional stuff, I say again, people, let's be committed to seeing the best in our opponents, even as we hold strong to what we think we know to be right.
End of rant. Matilde is ready for her dust bath.
Visiting by way of surfing, I am puzzled by something, after reading several of your posts.
It seems that you are a huge Lance Armstrong fan! I am too, but it puzzles me in context of the stand you appear to take regarding men's responsibilities to their kids. He seems to be someone (and I admit I don't know his personal life well) who has let his kids down in both time, and commitment, if you feel that marriage and a two parent household matter so much. Any elaboration there?
Posted by: susurra | July 27, 2004 at 10:30 PM
I'm a big Lance Armstrong fan also. I read his second book "Every Second Counts" and in it he does speak very generally of his marriage difficulties. Seeing him on the podium in Paris with Basso and Kloden was great, but I did wonder as I saw (now was that Basso or Kloden with his baby) whoever that was, with his baby, why Lance's children weren't there to celebrate with him. But, I remind myself that celebrity's personal lives are none of my business, because I don't know what's going on. I don't mean that I am not my brother's keeper, and yes as Christians we should be open to expressing our marriage difficulties with those in our church who could provide support and keep us accountable. But Lance isn't in my church, and though he's not a Christian (he says as much in his book, and that his ex-wife is Catholic and his children are being raised Catholic) I hope there are people in his life to support him and hold him accountable to his children.
Posted by: Jennifer | July 28, 2004 at 08:44 AM
I know there's a big difference between "living close" and "being there", but I read (unfortunately don't remember where) that Lance and his ex-wife live really, really close to each other, in Austin, something like on the same block, or at least within walking distance/no scary big streets to cross. While divorce is terribly difficult for children, by all accounts the Armstrongs are focused on maintaining a healthy relationship with each other, specifically for the kids. Hope it works.
Posted by: JM | July 28, 2004 at 09:18 AM
Regarding this post, Hugo, it just might be the best you've written to date. Thanks.
Posted by: annika | July 28, 2004 at 11:32 AM
The "abortion" t-shirt sucks, but I have to admit seeing a babe in a black tight-fitting "I slept with your girlfriend" t-shirt sometimes turns me on a little bit.
Posted by: d-rod | July 28, 2004 at 01:31 PM
bravo, hugo. i'm with annika. rock. star.
Posted by: candace | July 28, 2004 at 01:32 PM
I don't particularly like the t-shirts either.
While I understand your link between those and the other "girl power" ala Spice Girls corporate tripe, I see them as more of a reactionary effort to combat the "I feel guilty about my abortion" pro-life groups.
I have a feeling PPFA was trying to begin a reactionary movement as opposed to jumping on the false-girl power bandwagon, which is too bad, in my opinion. PPFA has enough support without this kind of promotion.
Posted by: Lauren | July 28, 2004 at 04:32 PM
A part of me thinks "what were they thinking?" when I read about this, but the other part of me knows what they were thinking.
It's not just the shame factor....there is this idea that women who have abortions are somehow different from women who don't. And that's not true. If every woman who had a abortion actually wore one of those t-shirts, you'd get a view of a huge cross-section of the American female public. One of the maddening things about the pro-lifers to me, is that they push a certain image of the woman who has an abortion (of course, they also push a certain image of those of us who "choose life", if we're not married...one of those "damned if you do, damned if you don't" moments all women are familiar with).
But there is no "type" of woman who has an abortion. If they were to all wear the shirts, some of the smug set would be forced to face the fact that, "gosh, she looks like one of us."...and that's because she is.
Planned Parenthood has always mentioned the fact that women who have abortions are our mothers, sisters, daughters, aunts, cousins and friends, but few listen to that...it's uncomfortable to hear. This t-shirt is just a more provocative way of bringing that out. Before legal abortion, those were the women who were sterilized, maimed or killed by illegal abortion. Not just "those seedy women" or "bad women". Mothers. Daughters. Aunts. Friends. Neighbors. All our sisters.
But I doubt you'll see any of the shirts anywhere but the website.
Posted by: amarettiXL | July 28, 2004 at 06:21 PM
Amaretti has a good point. Older women are not likely to wear these shirts, and conservatives who have had an abortion because the unthinkable actually happened to them will not wear it.
I think the people who will wear it are people who are spoiling for a fight. When I was younger, I would have been delighted to wear this shirt even though I had not had an abortion, simply because I enjoyed challenging people's views and prejudices. (I grew up in East Texas--I had my own form of "backlash".)
I don't at all equate this shirt with the others such as "I slept with your boyfriend". No one would take that particular t-shirt seriously.
BTW, I recently heard "juicy" as a term for "fat". I like it. I now describe myself as "juicy". I wonder if those t-shirts only come in XL? Of course, I'm not so naive that I can't figure out an alternate meaning..
Posted by: Michelle | July 28, 2004 at 07:25 PM
I am doing research for a college cultural sociology class and would like to know if anyone could point me to some more articles about this topic of the proliferation of message T-shirts and their cultural implications.
I have noticed on my college campus that many guys wear T-shirts like this as well. I'd like to hear anyone's comments about this.
Also, does anyone know if A&F and Urban Outfitters were the first to market these kinds of T-shirts?
Posted by: Joy | December 01, 2005 at 10:52 AM
"And when, some day soon, I see a woman on the street with the new Planned Parenthood t-shirt, I will be absolutely certain down to the core of my being that she too, regardless of her age, is looking for validation that her choice was okay. But that validation is not mine to give."
I wear the "I had an abortion" t-shirt because I often have the experience of being in a discussion about abortion and folks forget to remember in their dialogue that perhaps someone in the discussion might have had an abortion. Wearing the t-shirt brings a real live woman to the way people think about abortion - they can't just theorize. It is also a great discussion opener - I live in a really conservative state and I have opened up many minds about how abortion actually can play out in a woman's life. The shirt makes abortion more real. I definitely don't wear it to be affirmed. I wear it to educate folks -- to let them know that abortion is close to their community -- that women they know and care about and respect have abortions, etc,..Your conclusion is based on an assumption and it is really demeaning. How can you compare young college students to all women who would wear this very political shirt? How is it that you know where all women are coming from who wear this shirt? Perhaps young women look for affirmation from men because men like you write like you have us all figured out!
Posted by: Carey | June 08, 2006 at 07:22 PM
Carey, one of the great things about being in the blogosphere long enough is that one's former declarations come back to haunt one. I still remain profoundly ambivalent about abortion, though from a policy standpoint, have chosen a kind of studied neutrality over my earlier days of first pro-choice (and then pro-life) activism.
I still don't like "message" t-shirts for the reasons I gave here -- but I withdraw my own words about being "absolutely certain" of the motives of any given woman who would wear the "I Had An Abortion" shirt. Sometimes my rhetoric trumps my humility, and it certainly did in this post.
Posted by: Hugo | June 08, 2006 at 07:38 PM
"Only a bold, strong, brave young woman who doesn't care about conforming to stereotypes would wear a shirt like this. Thus if you wear this shirt, you bear witness to your fiery, indominatable, wild grrl soul."
Yes. Or...she shops at Hot Topic a lot.
Posted by: bmmg39 | June 08, 2006 at 07:44 PM