More on why I am not an Episcopalian
Because I have a heart for teenagers, and because my Mennonite church has no kids over ten (we are a very young church), I work with the high school youth at my old church, All Saints Episcopal here in Pasadena. I resigned from the Vestry of the latter church because of its profound ambivalence about the identity of Jesus, and its evident discomfort with a genuinely Christian message. However, I stay involved with the All Saints youth because I love the kids, and I -- subversively -- try and slip in some evangelical doctrine from time to time.
But then I read things like this. Here is a link to a PDF file of All Saints' newsletter, "Saints Alive". The cover article, written by the church's senior liturgy associate, a woman whom I know well and like very much, typifies what is so fundamentally deadly about contemporary Anglicanism. I quote:
"Not long ago, on a flight from the East Coast, I was working on a Sunday morning presentation at All Saints. The woman in the seat next to me leaned over and asked, 'Are you a Christian?' 'No', I said, 'I'm just doing some research.' Because the religious right has so co-opted the term Christian, I am reluctant to identify myself to a total stranger as 'a Christian'. I would have to answer, 'Yes, I am a Christian, but it's not what you think.' I would have to explain that Christianity is inclusive, not exclusive, that the Bible needs interpretation, not literal acceptance, and that the Christian story is not the only story of faith, although it is the story which inspires, challenges, and transforms me'".
AAARGH!
As I said, I know and respect the woman who wrote this. But this refusal to "claim the name" of Jesus, this absolute disdain for the Great Commission, this tiresome construction of the straw man of the religious right -- this is what is killing the Episcopal Church, and liberal Protestantism in this country. Right there, on the plane, the good Lord handed our senior liturgy associate a chance to witness -- and instead, like Peter in the courtyard, she denied Him. (And Peter had the slightly better excuse of fearing for his life; she feared nothing more than being lumped together with Jerry Falwell.) Furthermore, she does not want to be part of a Christianity that is inclusive of conservatives. If you can't give an honest answer to a stranger on an airplane, it beats the heck out of me how you can claim to be "inspired, challenged, and transformed".
I still love the teenagers at All Saints so much! But I wonder how long I can continue to work with them in good conscience.
Lord! If you hadn't included a link, I should have thought you were joking. How terribly sad.
Posted by: John | January 26, 2004 at 03:18 PM
The worst part about it is that there were only three options:
1) "Oh good, so am I!" or some variation.
2) "So, you're one of those theocratic whackjobs, are you?" at which point would be the perfect opportunity to explain mainline Christianity someone who's obviously been exposed only to a very limited understanding of it. In other words, the best possible thing.
3) "That's nice." (goes back to reading book), since a lot of people are vaguely curious about their seatmates, but not looking for major conversation.
Posted by: The Angry Clam | January 26, 2004 at 04:59 PM
There's someone who has been trying to convince me to go to All Saints - mostly because of my left-wing tendencies, I suppose. I'm all about incorporating my faith with social justics, but something about the couple of people I've met from there hasn't set quite right with me. Thanks for confirming my decision to be elsewhere on Sundays
Posted by: Christy | January 26, 2004 at 05:27 PM
Christy:
Come to Pasadena Mennonite; we might be what you are looking for.
Clam: You are right that answering the question exposes one to potential discomfort... and yet one can only be as friendly and truthful as possible... I've been called a whackjob once or twice myself! ;-)
John:
Lord, how I wish I were joking... I shouldn't be handing conservatives more ammo, but I have half a mind to forward it on to Kendall Harmon...
Posted by: Hugo | January 26, 2004 at 05:52 PM
Well put Hugo. Particularly this, "Furthermore, she does not want to be part of a Christianity that is inclusive of conservatives." I was reading "The life you save may be your own" last night. Walker Percy was asked what he would do with the segregationists. His response, "I wouldn't 'do' anything with them. Like Paul I would confront them as brothers all the while praying in fear and trembling for my own soul." A great reponse as we confont other who are so very unlike us, with whom we disagree and whose actions we may find morally reprehensible. We confront with the knowledge that in the act of confrontation we are assuming a power over others that is not granted to us. All our judgements are temporal, yet we must make them. But we do so remembering that, paradoxically, those who believed they "got it" in the gospels were always furthest from the Truth. The liberal church gets a lot right, except the very important fact that all live under God's mercy -- even conservatives.
Posted by: Stephen | January 26, 2004 at 05:54 PM
Steve -- I am with you, brother -- your last line is dead on.
Posted by: Hugo | January 26, 2004 at 06:04 PM
Hugo: I wouldn't worry too much about giving "conservatives" too much ammo. The words "liberal" and "conservative" mean one thing in the political arena and another in the religious one. Or at least, they should.
Posted by: Xrlq | January 26, 2004 at 06:34 PM
I can understand you frustration, but I can also understand where she was coming from. Round here, "Christian" is virtually synonymous with religious bigot who does their good works [on a Sunday] to be seen by others
When asked if I'm a Christian, I always have to consider the audience. I don't think I would ever just say "no" and leave it at that, but I am increasingly uncomfortable with leaving it at "yes" as well.
Posted by: felix | January 27, 2004 at 03:31 AM
Felix --
I am with you. I would not leave it at "yes". But she said "NO". Whether liberal or conservative, appreciative of nuance or not, it does not matter -- we who are in Christ cannot renounce Him without consequence. And if folks have a bad image of Christians, all the MORE reason to offer a different model of what it means to practice "nachfolge Christi."
Posted by: Hugo | January 27, 2004 at 07:07 AM
I agree, Hugo. But is naming Christ the same as calling ourselves a Christian?
I don't know that it's up to us - or anyone - to give people a better image of Christians. As far as I can see, we deserve our bad image.
There's just no way that I can communicate to someone in 5 minutes why my understanding of what it means to follow Christ is a million miles away from Christendom
Posted by: felix | January 28, 2004 at 07:12 AM
I agree it is difficult. And I think that evangelism has often been an uncomfortable issue for Mennonites/Anabaptists, as far as I can tell, for the reasons that you suggest. But we should take this as a challenge, not avoid the awesome responsibility we have been given as believers.
Posted by: Hugo | January 28, 2004 at 12:37 PM
As an ex-Christian (Brethren, which is essentially a clone of the Mennonites) and also an ex-pacifist/socialist/leftist/etc., I can say that when I subscribed to both faiths, I had absolutely NO qualms with identifying myself as a Christian. While I did share the unfortunate holier-than-thou attitude of the Episcopalian you mention, that didn't cause ME to shy away from the "Christian" label. Quite the contrary, it caused me to question everyone else's Christianity. Not that that was any better, of course.
Posted by: Xrlq | January 29, 2004 at 01:05 AM
Excellent observations, Hugo.
I am an Anglican, and the criticism you put forth is painfully obvious to me. The rot has worked its way out not only in the ECUSA, but many of the "mainline" churches (which begs the question of whether such denominations even deserve the moniker of "mainline" in a Christian context).
However, the one thing that I keep in mind is that the ECUSA is thankfully no longer representative of the Anglican faith and life worldwide. The average Anglican is a 40 year old black woman living in Africa who, I can assure you, has a very different understanding of Christian orthodoxy and credal authority than the ECUSA does.
Posted by: daniel stoddart | February 09, 2004 at 01:44 PM
amen, Daniel
Posted by: Hugo | February 09, 2004 at 01:57 PM
I should start this, maybe, by saying that I'm not a Christian. But I hear what you're saying, loud and clear, and I agree with you. I think it's very unfortunate that people of all beliefs feel uncomfortable identifying themselves as members of ANY sort of group because the most common word for it has, for some, taken on negative connotations. For heaven's sakes, I'm guilty of it myself - I work in Lynchburg, VA, and when people start talking about religion around here I want to run screaming for the door. I've been aggressively and often rudely proselytized by Falwell's followers so many times I've lost count. Around here there's NO safe answer to the "are you a Christian?" question. If you're one who feels that your belief system is personal and private, there's no good way to answer that question, especially if you want to discourage conversion attempts for whatever reason. I don't want to be told I'm going to hell. I just want to get a freakin' milkshake, and you're blocking my path to the cashier.
Sars at Tomato Nation wrote a wonderful essay on feminism along these very same lines. http://www.tomatonation.com/youare.shtml Everyone should read it. By the dictionary's definition of "Christian," I think you could very easily substitute "Christian" for "feminist" in this essay and make an excellent point.
http://www.m-w.com/cgi-bin/dictionary?book=Dictionary&va=christian
"If you profess belief in the teachings of Jesus Christ, you are a Christian." Yes, you are.
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